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Week 24So I know its been a while since I have been on the blog. There is a reason I promise, well sorta a reason. First reason was that at week 19 I ended up in the ER because of my breathing. Let me tell you I am not a fan of the ER at my hospital. While I was there they did a CT scan. They told me it was clear of blood clots and told me to go home, not even with a breathing treatment. Well a week later I got a call from my OB telling me they actually did find a nodule on my lung. So I spent the next couple of weeks kind of freaking and stressing out about this. Still not sure what it is, but I see my pulmonologist Christmas Eve to hopefully be able to put some worries aside. I mean nothing can be done until after Roman is born, so I have kinda taken on the attitude that why worry about it until I have to.
So after that whole thing kinda of calmed down I went back to CA to see family and friends. I got to meet my new nephew, the happiest baby on earth I think, and new niece, a carbon copy of her mother a gorgeous baby girl. It made me really start to wonder if I was ready for all this. I have been having a lot of doubts lately. Will I be a good mother, will Roman bond with me, will I bond with him.
While in CA I had my baby shower. By the way Thank you to everyone who came and all your gifts, Thank you cards will be on the way soon. It meant a lot to me seeing all of you there. I think seeing all the cute little clothes really made everything hit home, because I started to get excited for by baby boy, and actually started to enjoy the pregnancy, even the kicks to my bladder. Plus I got the best gift ever from a friend, a rocking chair. I love that thing!
I am not sure if it was the baby shower or the fact that I am now showing, but Hubby also seems a lot more excited, as well as protective of me and our little bundle of joy. He is always reaching for my belly. He tried to feel Roman kick, but apparently Roman doesn't want to kick daddy. He would kick around Hubby's hand the entire time. It makes look forward so much more to April and the birth of my baby boy.
2 comments:
i want a rocking chair also...hey just a thought....can you redo your babyshower? this time i promise i wont be sick and i will be social?! nah i didnt believe the "i will be social" part either...lol
Yeah I highly doubt you'll be more social. I am going to have another shower out here if you want to fly out in March or so to come to that one, you can try to be more social and less sick at at that one.
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